As a kid, I was always in motion; I never stopped moving. My sweet daughter was like that when she was little, too. She could not even sit in a chair without falling out! =) When I went to school, I lived for recess so I could be swinging on the swing set. When I got a little older, my favorite thing was to climb the monkey bar, throw one leg over, and go round and round for as long as I could. I was not afraid of anything. At night, I would bounce my head on my pillow until I fell asleep.
We moved to another city when I was 10 and, although I didn't play on the monkey bars as I had, I still loved motion and swinging was my favorite thing to do. Since I loved to run, I thought I might join the track team in junior high, but that never happened. I was in marching band from seventh grade through my senior year in high school and I loved it. I was in motion, one way or another, all my childhood.
I still love to be in motion and swinging is still my favorite. When I had my babies, an aunt gave us a rocking chair and I spent many happy hours rocking my babies. When standing and holding my kids, I developed the 'mom-sway' swaying back and forth. When my kids were little and we would go to the park, I would swing with them. When we moved in 2000, we had a large patio in our back yard, so I got a porch swing. Oh, how I LOVED that swing! I would sit outside in all kinds of weather and swing! Often I would have a dog sitting beside me. If it was storming, I would pretend to direct the strikes of lightning as I would swing. My sister was visiting once when I did that and she called me Merlin.
We moved again in 2013 (three times!), and I had to leave behind my beloved swing. I hated leaving it. When we finally got settled in the house we live in now, we had no money for anything besides rent, bills, and a little food. There was no hope of getting a swing here. We struggled financially, even though I was working. Through my quiet times with God, I felt compelled to quit my job. After I quit, finances became easier but there was still no money for a swing.
This year, I mentioned on my Facebook page how much I missed my swing. A couple weeks later, a huge box was delivered to my door. My sweet son and his sweet wife got me a swing for Mother's Day! That weekend, Mike put it together and I have been swinging ever since.
There is something soothing and healing about the motion of swinging. I am not really sure what it is, but it soothes something in my brain. If I am tense, I swing fast; if I am calm, I swing more slowly. But every day I swing. I am so very grateful to my kids for giving me that swing. And grateful to God for orchestrating the gift.
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